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[barebacking]

To burn it out?

To force all memories free?

That's so exhausting... and those feelings have to go somewhere.

[starwhore]

Well if you didn't feel anything it wouldn't be exhausting.

[barebacking]

I suppose not.

It would mean that it didn't mean anything ... and that is even sadder.

[starwhore]

...

Yeah. Guess you're right.

[Man this got depressing.]

[barebacking]

I am sorry.

Your heart is one that should be light. Too much sorrow spoils the meat.

[starwhore]

Nah, don't worry about it, man.

[Wait.]

... spoils the meat?

[He didn't hear that right?]

[barebacking]

Hm, what?

[starwhore]

[Squint.]

You said too much sorrow spoils the meat. What the heck does that mean?

[barebacking]

Hurts the body...

And organs...

[starwhore]

That's a really odd way of saying it breaks your heart.

[Peter no.]

[barebacking]

It is a very odd way to say that.

[Because he's not saying that at all.]

[starwhore]

[Well what are you saying crazy cinnamon roll?]

... so are you not saying that then?

[barebacking]

I could be saying that.

[starwhore]

Coulda shoulda woulda?

[barebacking]

I like talking to you.

You're quite humorous.

[starwhore]

[Oh gosh, don't boost his ego, Yaha. Though it does need a bit of inflating. He's lost a lot of air since he's been here. Then again most of his ego has been self fueled as it is.]

Why thank you, Yaha. That's really nice of you to say.

You're not so bad yourself.

[A little off color, but honestly that's not THAT unusual for the people he hangs around.]

[barebacking]

Truly?

I have been wondering if I am a bit ... off-putting. Making friends is so difficult.

[starwhore]

Yeah, I mean, you're different, but hey. I bet I'm different from where ever you come from. We're all a bunch of odds and ends from different places and times, man, gonna create a little friction.

Just gotta get around that and you'll be fiiine.

[barebacking]

That certainly is a beautiful way to see things, Peter.

[starwhore]

Think so?

[Daw.]

Think I'm just used to so much friction in my life anyway. This place is just the usual cream of the crop, just stuck in a terrible horror movie scenario.

[barebacking]

Horror movie scenario?

[starwhore]

Yeah like. You know, the spooky movies where everything goes wrong and no one should go out alone at night in the dark.

[A pause.]

Or into a room where the lights don't work.

[barebacking]

[?????????????]

Oh yes. What a horrifying situation.

[starwhore]

[Yaha how nice. Just agreeing even though you don't really understand.]

Always have a spooky nighttime buddy, man.

[barebacking]

[IS IT??????]

Oh! Yes, I agree.

If I were not protected by my king, I would most surely have died within the first few months.